On Tuesday, we had a follicle study. It didn't go well.
My body isn't responding to the Clomid I've been taking...
Which means I have to see the infertility doctor at the clinic I go to.
I was hoping it wouldn't go this far. I was hoping that I would be able to respond and get pregnant on my own. I just want to get pregnant and stay pregnant. I want to stop crying all the time. I want to be able to go to work and not be sad and upset. I want to want to go to work. But I never do. I never want to leave my house. I want to hide away from the world. I'm so sad all the time.
My sweet hubby is always so worried about me. He always says "I'll come home if you need me" or "If you don't want to go to work, that's okay." He's so sweet. I know it hurts him too... Which kills me even more. He is perfectly fine. It's just my body.
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